nearly...far

Out of all the shit I've taken & all the shit I've heard. I think I've never lost a battle but I know I've lost this war. It was the fight worth fighting reason and cause sanity @ steak. & a heart gone frost. But the main person behind me pushed so I'd fall even kicked me while I was down but that still didn't hurt @ all. It was hit after hit and I still wouldn't fall even when I was told to quit I muted them all. I took on the world now as it watches me fall it proves that it was nothing @ all but that's only when you weren't behind me. Although my ego did grow I would think you'd say fuck it & all. But you let it grow. So you could plan my demise but it never hurt until you looked me in the eyes & said...
The sweetest Lies
My ears ever did hear
and bled the tears
of months dragged to years
of feeling
"near"