the most silent tears you never did hear.

& there's this guy. he makes me blue. he takes my red heart and crushes it too. he stomps and kicks it at the very end he kisses it. and in the shattered peices he finds the most broken peice. colors it black and hands it back to me. with the rest he keeps it and builds it back again so I walk around with the blackest heart for everyone to see. and I wonder how & why I let him catch me everytime. I think I enjoy the pain I think he likes to see me cry. the most silent tears you never did hear.