Sunday, July 18, 2010

uh huh






trying to unlock the mysteries of his heart & mind.

is consuming most of my time
the carefully careless way he seems to care

 produces wear & tear invisible to

the naked eyes


right when i have a strong clue 
i'm lead astray...

no way could he understand how his words weigh upon me

greater than any strength int his world 

if i could show him in any way form or fashion how permanent his words are

from now to then the changes he has made to his heart 

all so drastic 

i'd never thought he'd do such things to keep me away.
in his chest there is a key in his mind there is a lock.



but i have never mastered open heart or even contemplated brain surgery

one day im sweet as can be
the next an annoying disposition
the following private enemy number 1
and it worsens

only to get better the following week
i'd do anything to know what he truly thinks of me.

so unravel him i must,
not only physically or mentally emotionally too.
i want to know why he's the intriguing way he is?

how and why he means so much to me?

why is just being friends bothering me?

and how he truly feels will let the ink settle.


 i wish...

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